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have a nervous breakdown and then no one will expect anything from you !!!!!!JOKE !!!!!(and i do realise that nervous breakdown's are no laughing matter :-[).you definitely need a hand from someone young man.sit down with your boyfriend and brother and draw up a plan. tbh if the bulbs don't get planted and go off, they go off. no big deal. bit of a waste, but then there's always next year.it does look like a huge mess when you write it all in one big paragraph, but get the vital things down on paper, and don't get drawn into anything else until the major issues are sorted.speak to everyone that you owe and explain the situation to them. i'm sure they'd prefer for you to be honest and to let them know the real situation and be far more likely to be patient if you told them the truth.get a hairband, keep it clean and tie it up ! no crisis !have you got a welfare department at work that you could speak to ?You're not in this on your own love, you have a family and partner. you have your part to play, but so do they. you all need to support each other.and EAT !p.s. look on the bright side, you haven't got a bed to get rid of ! ;D
Don't worry about rant ;) We all need to let of steam.Could your boyfriend do some of the work for you while you are at work, it would help you and would do him the world of good aswell.And if you need to rant again do so none of us here will mind :)
and you're worrying about a bl00dy greenhouse ???? methinks you should just go for a nice walk in the park instead !hopefully you feel a bit better for having released some emotions even if it is on your gardening message board. ;Dand if you're reading this now, DON'T! get to bed and have some sleep.wake up in the morning with a fresh new look at the world, and smile ;D .... and eat !nn
My sister in law always said to me " When you have reached rock bottom there is only one way and thats up" I think your there.Your bf is signed on at the job centre? get him also to go round to all the agencys and sign on with them. You will find that some supply transport to jobs which would help him. Give him the plans of greenhouse he could do the frame ready to put on base when dried, give him something outside to do? make him feel needed might boost him up. Dont worry about the garden your creating a new one, just make a plan of how it will look when finished, this way when brothers inlaws come you show them the plan of finished garden. They might even give you ideas.They are comming to see you just make the house looks nice, and brother can help, poundland do a polish Mr Sheen potporrie, thats nice spray around the morning of their arrival works for me hee hee. ;DAs for the bulbs, you can put them in a pot, bucket or a hole in the garden to move later or when finished flowering so you dont lose them.Money wise you can go to your bank and ask for an overdraft for a few months explain your problems and see if they can help. BF can do the same when he gets a job. Stay clear of loan sharks. look after No.1 you, you cannot motovate others if your down yourself.