Oh hun, so sorry to hear about your dear nan. I lost mine about 8 years ago as I mentioned in a previous post, she was a wonderful lady too and I know how much pain you feel. I hope you will be able to enjoy your time in Turkey because as you say she would have wanted you to be there. Just drink a few toasts to her and remember all the good things. Lots of love to you.
And Kea, love to you too sweetie
Lisa x